bhavani(:

2009-10-14T00:41:00.002+08:00

Talking to Rashid is like talking to a CRAZY boy. haha, super funny boy.

Miss him and vickie! Havent seen them in a really longggg time! AND RASHID YOU BETTER SHUT YOUR MOUTH ABOUT THE THRILLING STUFF I TOLD YOU. Especially to vickie! (:

My phoneeeeee! I miss my phonee.Stupid bugger who stole it really needs to hang himself. Cos its been a week since my phone has been switched off and suddenly its on tday when unithaa called accidentally. And the person doesnt talk but hangs up the call. Like seriously, whts with the phone that you want to get out of? STUPID! ):

anyway just ended ALL my papers. PW and MT intensive starts tmr. Sch ends at 5:40 tmr man. And 6:10 on thursday! How longer can they drag this stupid thing. Anwwwwww, deepavali is coming and MHD RASHID plus ALL O' level indian candidates stop slacking and giving excuses and get back to mugging you idiots. However, you'll are ALL invited to my place on Sunday for lunch. Bring anyone you want along yeaa. Call me if you're coming.CALL MY HOUSE PHONE!

Gonna go offffff. Thanks Gopi&Manosh for sorting out my phone issues.(:

And Parthiban for entertaining me on FB. New Friend (:

And Rashid for your Non-Stop nonsense! Magnum Icecream, Cute Boy. (:

Happy Birthday Chloe and Gayaaaa! :D

And its been 4 days since i saw you and imy ):

2009-10-12T18:03:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! Still not over JEEVAGANAM yet! Hope Devan get sell me a copy of their CD if they do have one. Anyway had lit paper tday. Rushed to finish off the last question but other than that it was pretty okay.

Tmr's our last paper! Dont really feel the happiness as yet cos its geog and i really need to pass my geog paper. Having hopes for GP,Tamil,Geog,Lit and abit of hope for Econs. Maths is total screw so no point talking abt it.

Stupid PW intensive and MT intensive after midcourse! I want holidays!

Gonna go off to study Geog for one final last time. Bye.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARCUS! (:

2009-10-11T01:01:00.002+08:00

NP ICS NIGHT ROCKSSSS! :D

I'm so proud of Devan and Praveen. And Vivegan and Murali Juju.

Met loads of people there. Sat with Shab and Sharmila.

Met Rani,Sathish,Jaffer,Devan's Mummy,Yuva,Veera,Aravin (:

Gayathri and Her Bro,Prabhuuu. Haha and many many moreee.

Had loads of fun laughing away.

Anw,will be meeting my darlings Unithaa and Kirthi to put Henna on Wednesday! (:

So happy. Exams end in 2 days. Cant wait for Lit paper! Think I can pass it real well with all the HUGE hits that Ms Nathan drops. Just quite unsure here and there about IOM.

Heading to bed now.Miss loads of people that I saw today. Especially Devan. Felt so proud of him.Singing has improved so well that I am quite unsure if this is really the Devan that I know or have we drifted apart so much that I've lost so much about him in my life. Anw, I really hope that we can keep in touch and all. Sahana's performance to watch nextt! All the best guys!

2009-10-09T20:57:00.002+08:00

Heart painnnn. ):

Had maths tday. Omg. Failure! Paper was so bad. I was lost.

I thought i could atleast do probability BUT that was the biggest disappointment.

Anyway I really need to MUG for lit and geog. Need to pass this 2 subjects.

After maths,went home,changed then bused down to St Margs. Saw loads of people. Heard loads of things. Tday was the last day for the Sec 5's. So went out to eat with them.

Super funn. Really miss those bunch of crazy ass people. Laughed like crap. Talked alot of crazy stuff too. We actually talked about life and marriage and all. And come to think about it, girls dont get together to gossip okay guys! We actually talk about alot of logical things and practical stuff.Talked abt Him as well. Had loads of advices,helps. These are the only girlfriends I can turn to to tell my problems man. And I felt so much comfort getting bad and good advices from them. I was ready to take everything. It's not like other people who advice me and i know their telling me for my own good but they dont understand that it just naturally happens to them when they go through it too. Anywayyy tmr is gonna be a another Mugging/Fun day. Mug from morning till evening. Then go over to NP for ICS Night! (:

*I miss Gugan and Shan. Sadly.

2009-10-08T23:59:00.002+08:00

Guess who's back! (:

Haha. Okay apparently i missed blogging for a LONG time.

And so i decided to revive everything. And to those who arent sure wth i am doing, I'm in IJC first year. Miss St margs like hell though. And come to think of it, 1 year in JC is going to pass.

Anywayy, having my Mid-course now and Yes I have been having sleepless nights.GP,Tamil and Econs is overr. Its Maths tmr. And Lit and Geog for the subsequent days after the weekends.Every paper is kinda fine for now. I really hope i get promoted. Cant possibly live in this school any longer not that i hate anyone but i just cant stand this school. Its like coming to hell everyday. Plus i'll be one step closer to the Uni.

Uhm basically life has been going finee. Deepavali is coming and my family with the exception of me, is already in the mood. Decorations and stuff going on. Sadly, I'm mugging for my papers.

But i'll be done before Deepavali and I'll join in the fun asap! :D

Missed alot of people really. Kirthi and Mathevi are one of them. Cant wait to invite them over to my place. And plus all the new JC friends of minee.

Weekends are gonna be devoted to my books again. But I'll be relaxing on Saturday in the evening. Heading down to Ngee Ann Poly for the ICS night show! Supporting DEVAN and PRAVEEN! (((: All the best guys.

Gonna head to bed noww. Paper's from 8:30 to 10:30 and I'll be going down to St Marg's since its their last day in school officially!

2008-04-06T21:04:00.002+08:00

YES I'M TOO LAZY TO BLOG SO I'M BLOGGING AFTER SO LONG.

Maths is meant to be a suicidal subject
Its one of the rare subjects that can make you cry.

haha i took that from camellia's blog.
i agree that maths can make you go crazy
but then again i know everyone can do maths. its whether we like doing it or not.
and the more you like it, the more you'll be patient about doing it. (:

anw school has been okay and a little bad these few weeks.
for me, its like school then home then tuition then homework.
its a routined life alr.
but it amazes me on how i can actually entertain a little nonsense from people even from the busy schedule i have.

my class has been great these days. i'm not into the habit of scolding them anymore. anw i dont see the benefits of doing that. other than the fact that they'll be scared of me for awhile and probably think that they made the wrong choice of voting me as a monitress.
we're all facing the MYE study period and i think its making us all go crazy. everyday when i walk into class, i see everyone rushing to finish their homework and studying for tests and i'm one of them too.
and now on top of all the written work the teachers dump on us, and the coursework and researches, we have this Elearning thing, where we get homework online.
Thanks alot for finding brilliantly new ways to give us homework but it isnt helping us at ALL.
And as a class monitress, i think i'm gonna stand up for my class and stop this whole idea.
its not really helping us unless there's really a huge crisis in singapore and all the schools have to close down, then its okay.

i mean okay i know its o level. its not that we're refusing to do but its if we have the time to finish up all right. probably give a longer deadline or smth . i mean we hardly have time to stay at home. its like saturdays too we're in school. then home for homework. there isnt much time. and for the 5/1 girls its just practically opening their books to study for us its like coursework and researches. its more work.
no offence to 5/1 students okay? its the fact.

okay i shall stop rambling and complaining and whatever. i shall stop HERE.(:

2008-03-14T17:32:00.002+08:00

5N2! This is the time-table for MONDAY!

8.00-9.00: SOCIAL STUDIES
9.00-9.30: RECESS
9.30-10.30:F&N/ART
10.30-11.30:EHUMANS
11.30-12.30:MOTHERTONGUE
12.30-1.30:ENGLISH
1.30-2.00:LUNCH
2.00-3.00:COMMON TEST

PLEASE BRING WHTEVER YOU'RE SUPPOSE TO ON MONDAY.
AND I'M NOT SURE WHT TEST WE'RE HAVING ON MONDAY, JUST PASS THE MESSAGE DOWN IF POSSIBLE! :D
THANKS!

2008-03-08T15:10:00.002+08:00

friendster is being very irritatingggg!
hate it.

woke up, rushed to school thinking i was late.
ended up being the first in class. then by 10, everyone came.
ate lays! and toast. ms hoe didnt come so mr lim handled the class.
we were divided into 2 groups.
so valentina,charis,vivian and another girl, forgot her name was in my group.

we kinda did everything damn fast. and the whole class started talking abt stupid things. so we ended up doing crap stuff after school. we formed our own paranormal investigators group.
our watch gaurds are atiqah and vivian. they were too scared to come with us.
charis,alicia,camellia,ethel,rani and mabel and i went doing stupid things in school and this is only PART 1!
yeah we're veryyy free!

then walked to coro bus stop with alicia,charis and atiqah. bus-ed home!
gna sleep now,then wake up go for singing and then come back and devote my whole time to ART! (:

*i have to not know you cos then i dont feel guilty.

2008-03-06T17:39:00.004+08:00

HELLO(:
sports day got cancelled. our very last year of sports day got screwed up. ):
but we had fun after that.
mathevi,kirthi,senba,durgesh and i went to yishun MACS for awhile.
we kinda screwed up our day at first cos we didnt know where to go.
then we came up with an idea of coming over to my place,renting a horror movie and cooking spaghetti.

so we cabbed to my place. bought the food. came over. cooked. watched and camwhored to the max. we took 278 pictures excluding the deleted ones. haha! our day was totally awesome!
and friendster is bring a shithead now cos i cant upload pictures :(
so is blogger! AHH!
i hate this.

anw ms wee called up my daddy. told him abt my results. my dad kinda understands that its the first term and that the standard is higher then wht i thought it wld be. and plus ms wee tld my dad that she likes me alot but she's concern for me. so to everyone, i promise i'll do better the next term. now, i've to explain to my mum and i hope she understands eventhough i can imagine the disgusted look on her face when she sees my results ):

AHH! BUCK UP! especially in maths and tamil and science and ARTTTTT!

2008-03-04T18:41:00.002+08:00

I'M DRINKING MUG rootbeer :D! haha. i love mug.

Tday wasnt good, neither was it bad! :D
Had maths first. it was like as normal. didnt do much
but i was challenged by sha-nin to sit at my seat for 1 hour.
unfortunately, i didnt do it ):

Then had geog. it was the SAMEEEE!
had PE. haha. shanin and i vs grace and stephanie.
and we won table tennis.
G and Hannah are the champs for our class. (:
Had recess. Oh i only survived on bread and fruits tday!
and atiqah & charis showed their daily affection to me by buying me currypuffs this morning. THANKS :D we're sick of school food!
anw then had Eng, did letter writing test.

Then it was chem.Shanin and i didnt pay attention at all.
Only when mrs pillai asked me a question.
The whole lesson was planned to create new signatures then to do our class hoodies.
Had lunch.Didnt do much.

AND after lunch, mrs tan the Principal came into class.
she talked to us abt how we shld start studying NOW and not wait and waste time anymore.
and we're to do a timetable for our subjects.
not like we're gna go by it right, hello we're students of the 21st century. we dont follow all those anymore. and plus her handwriting is atrocious.
so she kinda took up our MRT time and therefore we didnt have time to do our MRT at all.
haha! mrs low allowed us to go home at 2:30. waited for gugan at the computer lab, then left home with her.

SUPERRR TIREDDD!
i fell asleep on the laptop 1/2hr ago. ): hahaha!

i've gotten it off my shoulders.

2008-02-29T19:53:00.002+08:00

Woots! I finally got it done and over with!
HAPPY LEAP DAY!
and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO BEL!
(sorry i shouted at you tday! pissed abt AVA)

Was super late for school tday. i actually planned to do my tamil compo in the morning when i reached school but by the time i came to school, the whole school was going to the hall for morning devotion. and i got damn panicky when i realised the stupid AVA control room was still locked. lucky the juniors got the AVA stuff done real fast.

Then had English. We did journal or rather reflection on the 1st term. and this reminds me that i've got abt 5 months before leaving school and that means i've got alot of catching up with studies and friends!
Had tamil after that. i disappointed mrs subra alot. cos i didnt do my compo.
so i ended up sitting outside class with shabnam. i managed to finish up the compo in 1 hour though. Then went for recess.

Had art. the kidergarten art! hahaha i slacked alot though. i didnt participate in it fully. i was slacking half the time. then the last 1 hour was used to clean the art room. we cleaned it very well kay! at 12:25, hewie and i went for the class leader's commendation.
HAHA thanks 5/2. omg G, haha thanks for screaming man. I love you G!(:
I was trembling though. even after i walked down the stage. i told myself i wont hold my ear cos it shows that i'm very nervous but once i got off stage, i started touching it.

After school, crossed over and bus-ed down to town with G and Hannah. The threesome luh. Got off at Tangs and walked to lucky plaza bus stop, sent hannah off for tution. then went to far east with G. She had her haircut. So cool! Haha i love her hair now. damn sexy! then we took a Slowwww walk to PS. G bought for me the vanilla icecream. the damn nice one. forgot the name but thanks G. bought of us walked around then met up with Jane, Lyd and Syamirah. Walked around more. Then saw Pat and the bb's. Then went off. Pierced G's 3rd ear hole for her. then went off with Jane to the bus stop. Bus-ed home! (:

COME ONLINE! i wanna talk to you!

2008-02-24T16:19:00.002+08:00

AHH! i'm not going to talk abt ART! atleast not for now.

Ytd, went to school for engraving class. tried my best to engrave. the day went on as usual.
charis wanted to go to the toilet. so i followed her. the toilet near the Art room was locked. so being so naughty both of us tried using hair pins to unlock the toilet. but our mission failed. so we walked to the canteen toilet. and there wasnt tissue. so we went to all the cubicles to see if we cld find out where the cleaners stock up the toilet rolls. but our mission failed again. then we took a stroll to our class toilet.

Then walked back to class. After class walked out with kirthi. she went off with mathan while i waited for three 153 buses to pass cos G and Hannah asked me to take my time. Then took the 4th bus that came. Got down at toa pa yoh and mrt-ed to bishan. G and hannah were there alr. But unfortunately the shop we were suppose to go to was closed. Was suppose to go get our class hoodies done but too bad. another day then.

So we mrt-ed to town. Ate at esteller. slacked till 2:30. then they sent me off. I love my 2 BK's, their so nice to me! haha. Then came home. memorised my singing thingy then went off for singing class. It was not that bad. then came home. and talked to my mum abt ART!

My mummy is GOOD listener and i can get her adivce anytime i want to. AND a good role model to me! SO IS MY DADDY! ((((((((((:

I hate art,art,art,art!
i'm not suppose to talk abt it but its the biggest obstacle in my life for now!
BAD!

2008-02-18T17:42:00.002+08:00

seriously, you guys can go talk all you want and i swear i dont give a damn anymore.
i'll just smile at you and walk away like you never said a single word to me.
seriously i dont get why you'll have to build up stories of your own?
like very free right?
oh and not like if i'm gna go up to you and tell you that its not true, you gna listen to me and say i'm sorry i wld never open up my mouth abt this issue ever again?

seriously, i cant even be peaceful in sch? so wht if she's there standing infront me?
so wht if i talk to her? So what? She's an idiot. i hate her and i'll let the whole world including her know that. just bug off okay!
go ask your stupid girlfriend to buy whtever you want for yourself. stop asking me!

and to the rest, okay i know my eating habits are really stupid and bad but its not to make anyone feel bad abt themselves ok! and yeah its spoiling my damn bloody health but not like anyone cares abt it right? so just dont talk abt it okay. if i feel like eating, i'll eat. i'm just so used to not having anything for breakfast and dinner and maybe that's why my brain isnt working properly but still i just have to get over the habit okay!

just stop bugging me!

2008-02-17T19:53:00.005+08:00

okay! ytd was really tiring. kept falling asleep. went to school in the morning to study. then left school at arnd 9:30 plus. sat at the school bus stop. waited for vk. she thought she was going to be late so she took a taxi to school. what a goondu! haha. then took a bus to town. didnt really know where we were going but ended up at cine. went to the food court. just sat and talked for some time. unfortunately we saw some ppl whom we're not suppose to. and they practically kept looking at us. so we decided to leave. anw both of us were really tired too. so walked to the MRT station. she was being an idiot though, she didnt want me to go with her to the bus stop. Pig! haha. anw while walking to the MRT station i met HANNAH! my darlingg!

She was waiting for gamar who was kinda lost in the bus. so waited with her at the bus stop for gamar to come.

We took pictures while waiting. After gamar came, walked back with them to cine, to the foodcourt. had lunch with them. the food was good eventhough i wasnt suppose to eat! but who cares. anw after lunch, went back to the MRT station, train-ed home. was really really tired. Went to sleep at 3:50. woke up at 4:30. pathetic! then went for singing class, came back and became a total useless pig by eating junk food and sitting infront of the computer watching jeff dunham's comedies!

tday was as usual. woke up late. slacked. slacking, will be slacking until i feel that i should start doing my hmw. which is in a few minutes. (:

Just look at the height difference. The threesom date!

2008-02-16T15:40:00.002+08:00

Guys just don't hit girls.

I'll post later when hannah comes online and once she sends me the pictures for tday(:
anw i'm FREAKING TIRED! i think i'm gna sleep. haha like wht vk says, sleep is vital. so uhh i'll sleep, go for class and once i'm back frm singing class, i'll come update! (:

I just cant let you go.
You might not know or you might pretend not to
But you should know that
I like you
And I know my heart can't be wrong about you.(:

2008-02-15T17:23:00.002+08:00

HELLO!
okay i'm super tired to the max!

tday had temperature taking in the morning.then assembly.
then went to the general office for some briefing on the Love SMSS week nxt week!
came back to class and rushed for the total defence mosiac thingy. hannah,saleha and i were like panicking all the way. we finally ended up with something but not up to my art standard :/ hahaha. anw, then went for Mt was only for 15minutes. (: then went for recess. rani fed me! haha her food was really good. rani bring more on monday!

then had Art. ms hoe went through abt the 8 boards of prep work. Then followed her to the hall. charis,camellia,michelle,alicia,ms pang,ms hoe and i put up the 5 banners of total defence day for the school. was really difficult to hold it up and tie it okay! cos most of the houses art pieces kept falling of alr. and some smarties pasted their art pieces without even taking out the double-sided tape.
then went straight for AVA. mr adam checked my mistakes for the checklist. now must go edit and print a new one! haizz i was practically damn tired during assembly. my energy level went down. gugan,bel and i sat outside the ava room. then they went in so i sat outside alone. was drawing some designs. Was really really bored.
Cooke house won anw! haha. like obviously, we're the champs!

Went to gugan's class. waited for her. then went to my class. packed. then went to adela's class, talked to adela and shab. Then followed both of them to the canteen. And after adela and shab went for their CCA's, i sat in the canteen and did my maths. then gugan came. ate with her. then she left for Media Club Meeting. haha. lucky i dont have to go(: then thein, poorani,yamuna, T.vicky came. ate with them. HAHA! i'm a pig okay! then after they left, i wanted to go home and sleep.

Slept in the bus on the way home! And nearly died of thirst when i got down at my house bus stop. bought lemon barley and drank on my way home. suppose to go sleep now. so i'll take leave for now and then come back after tuition at 9 (:

2008-02-14T22:04:00.006+08:00

This was the situation in Chem the whole of yesterday and the day before. Kay they had to take a picture of me on the floor cos then they wld say the monitress is sleeping! HAHA!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! Thanks to everyone in 5N2 and vk and seema and jewel yi and bel. haha. i think there's more. sorry if i cant remember kay? anw tday was okay. good. tamil was good too. had class till 4. then was super tired. so went back home. and i'm being a fat pig,eating all the chocs and sweets.

I want to go to New Zealand! Someone bring me there(:

Okay my parrot is freaky. He plucked his tail feathers and now there's nothing there. FREAKY! i thought he was so hungry he ate his feathers at first okay! now he looks like a chick!

2008-02-08T09:46:00.000+08:00

PICTURES!

Steph! Our class model!

Her again!

At Andrea's Place.
Haha! In the lift(:

At Andy's place!

THE FOOD!

AND me, haha. with the peeled prawns! :/

2008-02-07T09:41:00.000+08:00

hello(:
wanted to blog ytd but was super lazy.
woke up at 6 tday. went the the temple. and just came back.
the temple is super cool. gives me inspiration for art.

morning was like a rush for all of us. went up to vk's class to get the pandan leaves and the choc she wanted to give me. then came down. ran for AVA, passed the checklist. then ran down for assembly. then went for some briefing for monitress. then went to the hall for the CNY concert. the concert was a little boring until the fashion show part came.
steph rocked kay. apparently our class was the only one which screamed like crazy and stood up whenever steph walked down the isle. WE WON finally. we won the most creative award with 5/1 too. so its like the sec 5's winning(:
then gave oranges to mr anthony and ms wee.

went back to class. waited for steph.
then valentina,gamar,hannah,rai,jane,rani,mathevi,andrea,camellia,chloe,chermin,atiqah and i took bus down to andrea's place for class steamboat.then steph,alicia,michelle,ethel,syamirah and saleha came. it was like 19 out of 28. so the turn out was good.
the food was NICE(:

haha. we peeled prawn shells. disgusting kay. but the experience was good. haha. then watched skeleton key. i wanted to watch a horror movie. so yeah..andrea had that vcd so we watched it. but its not scary la. and plus i kinda forgot how the movie went like so we watched it again.
a few of them left in between the movie.

after the movie, we slacked for while before leaving home. super tired when i reached home. i slept until 6 plus. then got up and went for tuition. tuition was great ytd. i like our science teacher. he SO has the french accent. haha.

anw thanks vk, for the chocolates. i'm like safe keeping them from everyone in my house. only my brother and i know there's chocolate in the fridge. haha. i'm eating it bar by bar. so that i wont put on weight. hahaha. wht logic right. but its okay. i'm lame and you shld know that.

to YOU, stop assuming things kay. just cos i stand outside your class, doesnt mean i come up to your level to see her kay. seriously, i think you guys shld start growing up. really. i know my explanations cant get into that thick skull of yours. so no point. but i'll seriously give you hell if i continue hearing nonsense from you and your stupid idiotic friends!

2008-02-02T19:55:00.000+08:00

tday went to NAFA open house. kay i know i was damn mischievious tday. especially in the bus.
kept walking up and down. sorry to all juniors if i have irritated anyone. haha(:
it was such a boring tour okay! i swear all of us were falling asleep alr and we were dying of hunger! after NAFA, andrea,atiqah,jane,alicia,sheryl and i were the first to run out.
ran over to some clothes shops to get stuff for some class things. then went over to art friend. they got their stuff while jane and i sat outside. was super tired!

then ran over to Laselle. that place was SUPER COOL! the school is so much more bigger and better and the students actually were doing thier art work infront of us.
there was a place where we could splatter paint too! and some of us bought shirts from them.
Ms Hoe, i think you should have brought us over to Laselle instead of NAFA.

kay then walked over to bugis. was suppose to mrt over to queensway but cause we were too tired and hungry we all decided to go home. mrt-ed with andrea and jane.
i came home, slept and just woke up!

to ms hoe, PLEASE stop going home at 2am in the morning. you better takecare of yourself and like what i said, if you're gg to continue, then you'll be super tired like this morning and you might fall sick. NOT A GOOD IDEA! okay?

i want you to confess! i'm not sure if its true kay but i just want you to tell me if you really like me. its best you tell me now. and i promise not to hurt you. you should know who you are.

2008-02-01T20:57:00.000+08:00

kay i just came back at around 8:30. suprisingly my parents didnt scold. but obviously not. cos i wasnt like out slacking. i was apparently studying in school which was quite good.

tday had english in the morning. her lessons are always boring. then we went to groups and she came around to check our hmw. gowri and i didnt do frm my group. she HAD to ask me first luhh! then she asked the class who else didnt do. and everyone stood up except 3 ppl. how sad. her reactions didnt change as usual. she smiled while scolding us. -_-"!

then had tamil which was okay. quite fun cos kept laughing and all. understood abit of the compre now. with the help of mind-maps. then had recess where i was being EXTRA careful. haha. still planning on my deals vk. watch out! (: hahaha.

went late for ART! woots! i love ms hoe. she's damn nice to us. eventhough we climb over her head. i pormised to her i'll do art and prove that i'm not wasting time. and i have to get all the pictures printed!
went for AVA after art for assembly.
then AGM. then went back to class. i was being persuaded by mathevi and all to follow them to eunos for fun. and alicia all wanted to go queensway. sorry plans were canceled due to some problems. hahaha.
saw shab,adela and shahira. followed shab and adela to the canteen. then they left for their CCA while i sat in the canteen and studied.
uh vk is damn mean luh. haha. kidding. but i'm sorry kay. knowing my reactions are slow, i was quite blur when you came up to me. haha.
at around 6 plus, adela came back but they were doing the total defence day thing. i helped too! basketballers better thank me kay!? hahaha. kidding. i was willing to treat the ppl around adela's table cos they kept saying they were hungry but adela kept refusing. haha(:
left at around 6:40 plus with shab and adela.
thanks to shab and adela for following me to the bus stop.

kay i can accept your apology. but wht you guys did was really hurting. i mean i didnt utter a word into jane's ear. you can go and ask her. and you guys had to assume i was talking abt it. and even if you'll didnt assume it, i had no idea why you'll had to suddenly talk abt it. and stop saying that you'll werent talking abt me. it was damn obvious it was abt me. if it's not, then promise upon your loved ones its not me. i mean i know its me then you'll wanna lie abt it somemore.
i cant get it into your heads kay but i dunt think its ever right to discriminate a person who is like that. its really mean. and if it was your close friend who changed, then instead of disowning that person, i'd probably accept my friend for who she is and help her for what she is going through? you'd never know wht that person has gone through to change like that? you guys call yourselves friends but never could understand what a person who has been with you'll for 5 years go through? yeah i might seem to be very happy on the outside but i'm not. there's loads running through my mind kay.
if what i said could help you understand that wht you guys said really hurt me then good for you. but if still isnt that understanding, then i'd advice you to approach instead of ever talking abt it behind my back. i dunt wanna hear stuff like that anymore. like i said, i accept your apology and i'd be normal but its difficult to recover from something so hurting a 5 yr friendship could do in just a few words. please understand me for who i am and not what you'll want me to be. i'd really appreciate that.

2008-01-31T20:40:00.000+08:00

HELLO(:
kay tday i was quite enthu but no reasons why luhh.
had english first. atiqah didnt come to school. so it was really quiet and that was bad cos she always turns around to talk to me and hannah.
had maths after that. we had maths test. and this time, i damn confident abt the test cos it was smth i could really do. i was stuck at the last qns and i thought i was done for it. but haha i figured out in the end. just not sure with a 1 mark qns. but its okay(:

then had recess where i was being alert to everyone who keeps hitting me. especially vk! hahaha. then went back for ART! we were practically talking and discussing abt the steamboat thingy.

then had humans. i was actually thinking there was a test but NO! lucky! i realised certain teachers were quite sick tday. had chem after that. sha-nin and i were like in our own world when we realised mrs pillai was asking each and everyone in class for answers to the hmw. WHICH WE DIDNT DO! so we kinda figured out which qns we were doing. and somehow managed to ans the qns. thanks to sha-nin for her help. hahaha.

then had MT where we did compo and cldnt finish so we had to stay back to do it. then had physics where i slacked for 30 minutes. then went for lunch. kept screaming at the top of my voice to mathevi cos i just like screaming at her! hah.

then had tamil test. stayed back to finish the compo. then walked to 2nd bus stop to take bus home. kay apparently i saw this cute guy in bus and i cldnt help it but to take a picture. its dumb luhh cos he was infront of me so i cld only take picture of his back but i just didnt have the idea why i took it?
and plus not like i wld ever meet him again eventhough i know he stays around my area. haha.

kk, i've got LOADS of pictures for art tmr. gonna borrow books too! i need someone to follow me to queensway on saturday after NAFA and also to the library! anyone?
HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY STEPH!

2008-01-29T19:25:00.000+08:00

kay like wht i tld kirthi and vk,

i was practically crying today. cos its not me when i keep failing my test and all. and i just cant take it luhh. its like failing all my test for the first time in a straight row. its just not me. and the teachers keep expecting alot cos they think i can do better. i know i can do better i just need space and time. they just dunt understand. i'm like such a loser to cry but its depressing.

anw dunt wanna talk abt it. thanks to everyone who kinda consoled me.
uhh tday had maths which triggered my anger. i shouted at mrs low. kay i apologize and i know you're not gonna read this blog. but i feel less guilty when i keep saying sorry!
then had geog where gamar, atiqah, charis, michelle and alicia talked nonsense which calmed me down alott. then we decided to have steamboat for CNY on wednesday nxt week. class gathering(:

then had PE. which caused me depression AGAIN!
he gave me a freaking D for table tennis. like which idiot would give D for table tennis! like HELLO! i wanted to smack him on the face? everyone either got C, D or E. like WHAT right!?
then had recess.
had english after that. i drew paul frank(:
hahaha.
came back for chem class. kay i wouldnt wanna embarass hannah. so i dunt wanna say wht happened in chem class. hahaha. but it was damn funny.

had lunch after that. gamar tricked me into getting wet in the rain luhh. haha. then we kept singing the bleeding love song!
kay i think we humiliated ourselves in the canteen.
had physics. i was okay for awhile then i broke down ):

kay skip! haha dunt wanna talk abt it. had lunch with adela and shabnam in the canteen. helped the juniors with their tamil. then went to raffles club with shabnam to meet my dad. THANKS SHAB! for following (:
then went in. sat there for awhile. waited for my dad. then drove back home (:
damn tired.
kay i shall take leave now!

2008-01-27T20:41:00.000+08:00

kay i'm quite pissed off.
the laptop is lagging. and uhh tmr there's chem test.
apparently i cant find any notes in my file suprisingly.
so pissing off. i've got a stupid useless note to study from, which sucks.

anw ytd went macs for like few minutes then went off to rani's place. had lunch there. met mathevi there too. was suppose to see some ppl luhh but no opportunity! haha
cabbed to novena with mathevi and kirthi. then dropped there. mathevi went off to eunos to meet fariz. kirthi and i train-ed home.
then rested for awhile before gg for singing. fun luhh but ytd wasnt much singing. cos teacher was concentrating on the beginner so we waited for our turn.

tday woke up late. went for yoga class. so stupid kay. for the first time i cldnt do smth that the whole class cld do. which sucks! anw i'll practice. haha.
came back. i'm SO pissed off with my maid cos i asked for food and she didnt give me.
i dunt wanna bother asking again. i'll go make my own food.
i'm planning to stay up and watch the ghandi movie on central. i love watching all those history movies. i regret being in history class however much i realise everyone from there find it boring and stressful.

there's tuition tmr! cant wait. but i'm wondering wht subject there is tmr. kay forget it. to all classmates and everyone else, please call to my house phone cos i'm not bothering to ever look at my phone again cos prepaid is loww! haha. i'm that LAZY!

`the gap between you and me is so far, i'd wish i never wanna like you but i'm trying my best to pull myself closer.

2008-01-26T07:07:00.000+08:00

hellooo!
okay i'm up so early cos i'm gg to school soon.
there's art tday. then i'd be going to MACs then going home.
anw ytd the water pipe in school burst. which sucks cos we have leave from school.
which totally sucks cos i wanted school like hell.
anw went to class, called my daddy, mr anthony spoke to him.
then was walking around class till 8:30. gave a motivational talk to the class and
and lecture for not cleaning up the classroom.
then was playing with my baseball bat and mr anthony saw. he told me to plan a game with the class so that we could all play baseball as a class. haha.

then after sch tld my dad was gg to shaw plaza to watch a movie. went there WAY too early. so we sat at MACs and ate. then the movie the houses started at 11:05. went in and kept changing places cos it was freaking empty. the movie wasnt really that scary.and the last part was confusing. but it was okay cos i watched it with my friends whom we can scare ALOT. they were practically screaming and popcorn was flying all over.
haizz.

then bussed down to rani's place.her mum cooked and i think the food was damn good. really. i mean its damn nice luhh. left her place at around 3. bussed to novena and from there mrted home.

I WANT SCHOOL ON MONDAY! haha. and i was freaking hyper ytd while talking to VK. i actually had to put out my fingers and find out wht 17 minus 5 was!? wth rightt.
haha and she say teachers like me alott!? i think they like me only cos i am nice to them but when it comes to getting their attention in class it really difficult. cos i'll be screaming at the back of the class and no teacher would wanna listen to me. except MR ANOTHONY, WHICH CAUSED ME A WHOLE LIST OF BOMB SHELTER hmw!?

kay i need to leave for school now. i've got singing class laterr!(:
anw congrates to suganthi and geevan for your O's(:
geevan i know you'd be good in some course okay? just think think think.(:
and VK TOO! think abt taking art this year or not!(:

2008-01-24T17:38:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHENBA(:
AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!
hmmm dunt wanna talk abt O's results cos i've got nth to do with it.
uh tday sch was okay.
had eng. had maths.
then had recess. kept walking here and there.
then had ART!
ms hoe is so funny. she translated my name in chinese and i translated hers in tamil.
woots. then had chemistry! boringgg
had tamil after that. tamil was okayy.
physics.
then AVA for O's.
back to class for tamil.
and home.

practically tday is BORING!
GEEVAN I MISS YOU AND I HOPE YOU DID WELL FOR YOUR O's.
I LOVE YOU BRO(:

2008-01-23T18:18:00.000+08:00

kay. i have to go for tuition like every monday,wednesday and friday. frm 7 to 9. so stress!
i've got like geog hmw,art and MT hmw to do.
and i'm like leaving now for tuition. after so many years, i'm going for tuition
the feeling sucks!
anw tday went MACS. haha
suppose to see nigel luh. kidding(:
met gowri there. then ate.
then gowri left with kanna on his bike. we walked to the bus stop.
talked serious stuff.
tmr O's coming out. all the best gowri and geevan(:

and happy advanced birthday to shenba(:

i love you!

oohh.i had to open my damn bloody big mouth tday.
mr anthony was doing ss and we were on the chapt. of public housing.
then we somehow drifted to bomb shelthers.
and he was explaining to us some stuff. and everyone kept asking him qns.
and apprently i had to be the last to ask him a qns

me: so mr anthony, are there bomb shelters at the changi airport?

mr anthony: okay bhavani, since you'll are so interested in bomb shelters, you go and get me the list of all bomb shelters in singapore.

LIKE WTH! i had to open my BIG mouth. and now i've got extra work to do. sigh!

and i'm panicking cos i dunt know where to go and find. the internet isnt helping!

2008-01-20T16:00:00.000+08:00

to my late beloved brother,

i pray, that you rest in peace.

i'd always remeber you as the brother who was always there to help,

and was one of the tallest guys i ever met.

you'll always be remembered by your loved ones.

will be visiting geevan tmr in the hospital. will either be going with vijay or with school friends. nt sure as yet.

all these lessons have thought me that friends are never the most important ones in your life. and that as you leave this world,

you're always remembered by many whom you just never expect.

honestly, i swear i cant put it off my mind. it doesnt only affect the ones close to him but the ones who actually talked to him just once or twice.

specially to gowri nd her family:-

Through the pain and loss you feel

You can count on our 'support'

We'll be with you, in spirit

And in mind and heart and thought

And though it will be difficult

In the days ahead of you

Try to face the future bravely

As he would want you to.

still loved,still missed and very dear!

2008-01-17T18:15:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIRTHI(:
hello. got alot of happenings tday.

first had english. we went to the staff room to look for ms wee and knowing tt we're walking around school is BAD, we saw mrs seet and it was her lesson now. me,hannah and atiqah ran like crazy to class before she saw us. omg! it was so fucked up luhh. like running in the morning alr!?
then had maths. i managed to finish up alot and move faster. thanks to SHA-NIN.(:
we sang a happy birthday song for kirthi too!(:

then went for recess. like all of us sat together. SQUEEZED TOGETHER. screamed at gugan for thinking of ever piercing for shenba.for her birthday. i'll kill everyone for ever doing that.

then had artt. took pictures with jane and my baseball bat! haha. she didnt like posing cos she didnt know how to hold the bat.then had humans! mdm aziza didnt come. saved us frm having geog test. and then had CHEM! we went to lab to see cool colours again! haha. i always think going to the lab is to have FUN!
haha. then had MT. it was good but i kinda went blurr during the last part of the lesson. i wasnt paying attention. then had physics. normal. it was good.

THEN all the fight happened. cant say here cos firstly its a long story and it ruins people's names. went for MT test after that.was actually suppose to pass VK something to boost her up for her match tday.

went to MACS for kirthi's birthday celebrations. then took pictures. then was going home. saw the basketballers. adela and vk tld us they lost. but cheerup you guys(: you guys can do it the next round! and VK since i didnt pass you the stuff, you can have it as a cheerup GIFT(:

then met cheryl phua. i miss you luhh. haha. nice to see you again(:
anw i'm gna stay back in school alonee tmr )):
and plus tmr is gonna be a slack day too.

THERE'S ART ON SATURDAY(((:
ps: thanks to VK and shu, for persuading me into contacting the vp of softball nationals(:

2008-01-16T16:53:00.000+08:00

woohoo! i finally did my blogg(:
haha. i was like complaining to vk abt how stupid i can be to actually screw up my previous blog skin. i hope vk and kirthi and see now. haha.

tday had CT in the morning. ms wee talked abt our attitude in class but i think our class is good. we are actually well behaved and everyone actually do their work. then mr anthony came in and tld us that there isnt class tday cos he was going for a meeting. so the class did the creative design thing for the chinese new year fashion thingy. and i think our class's design is nice :D
after tt i put the class to sleep. haha.

then had english which was the continuation to our sleep cos mrs raj,mrs seet was at the meeting too. then had recess. laughed like hell cos of MATHEVI. joker seh!
then had physics. which sucked! COS i think i'm gonna fail. it was not difficult. i just didnt study.

then had chem. we went to the lab. took pictures. cos we had chemicals with really cool colours. haha. then came back to class for 3 periods of maths. i kinda managed to get through but my engine broke down in the end. i went crazy. it was 5 minutes to end of school and everyone who came to me to ask for help was freaked out cos i kept laughing just cos i didnt know the answer.
i need serious counselling.
i'm having a head-ache now. hmm tmr there's extra tamil class. which is actually good. i'm giving a little more attention to my tamil and sciences. and ART.
i totally forgot to bring my baseball to school tday. must REMEMBER.
sha-nin pls remind me to bring.
and i'm suppose to remind you abt something. but i forgot. i'm useless! ):

AHH! i going off. i cant stand my head-ache.
5/2 by any chance if you ever READ my BLOG please bring your forms kay!?

2008-01-13T21:54:00.000+08:00

i fucking hate your attitude. seriously.
if you didnt wanna talk to me then tell it to my face bitch.
its like you're so scared to say it to me.
trust me, if you're gonna show your damn bloody attitude again tmr, i'll make sure you go through hell with me. dunt you dare think tt just cos i dunt say anything meant tt i'd let you go so easily.

anw tday woke up and manged to finish up my hmw. must still do compre.
then had lunch with family. then watched tv. and fell asleep at arnd 3 plus.
mum woke me up at 5 plus. then went for yoga class. i'm so tired now.
ytd went for singing class and i get to sing songs now(:
haha. i wanna get my singing exam done and over with.

anw let's see wht happens in school tmr. tmr there's eng test. hope i'll do good.
and sha-nin, relax my dear. you'll get through all this soon(:

oh and to vk and kirthi. i seriously have no idea why you guys cant navigate through my blogg.
but i guess i'll do something abt it. if not, i dunt know wht to do.
haha. and MR ADAM, i hope i did my checklist properly. i think its okay.

2008-01-12T10:45:00.000+08:00

okayy. its like 10 plus now. and i'm so tired.
went to the temple at 7 plus. then dad drove to cwp. paid the house bills at civic.
then had breakfast with dad at MACS.
then went for CARWASH(:
i love to go for car washes. haha.

anw last night, talked to geevan. i miss him like so much!
and it sucks to have tt feeling. really.
i used to be damn close to so many ppl but now its like all gone.
miss those days )):

there's like loads of hmw and i have to FINISH IT by tday cos i wanna rest tmr.
tamil compo
tamil compre
ss newspaper
maths remedial paper
study for physics test
prepare for english test
and loads more.
)))))))))):

GEEVAN I WANNA TALK TO YOU MORE!
miss you bro!

2008-01-11T21:25:00.000+08:00

school was okay tday. had english which was like normal. hannah suddenly got damn angry abt the jane thing. but hope things will be okay soon. then had mt.
tamil was good. mrs subra is like better and i'm better at tamil.
i'm so proud of myself.

then had 5 periods art. i decided to do baseball theme. which i think is gonna be so cool. getting excited to do my coursework((:
then had to rush for AVA! didnt need to set up cos juniors were alr doing it. then mr adam came and talked talked talked as usual. and being a monitress of 5N2, i had to make sure they came to the hall on time and sat in register number. how stressing. then talked with gugan till chapel finished. gugan was suppose to wait for me till i found out if i had to stay back but she left without me. how sad.

but apparently i forgive her.(: cos i love gugan. anw's! stayed back with andrea,camellia,jane,rai,alicia and at certain times grace t, xin hui, gamar and syamirah came into class. we kinda finished our board decors. i like our class decor.(:
bus-ed back. TIRED luhh. chatting with vk now. was chatting with jane,kirthi,sree and gayya.
kirthi saw rashid tday la. and apparently i was talking abt him in art class tday. wht a coincidence.